Saturday, November 13, 2004
ahhh!...how i wished i could be jingwen!...kaiwei and her are just the perfect couple! *envious mode now* hee. by the way im referring to the show "the champion" hah. grrr...squash training was terribly tiring! my timing for 2.4 today had deteriorated! oh man! and have to run 2.4 next week for 3 times! grumpz. jenny was utterly disappointed when we didnt want to join the national squash championship competition. sighh...but i really dont want to join! zZz`~ and camel actually apologised to me just now for disturbing me during squash training. haha! aiyah...but i'm always under his disturbance!..grumpz!
been having a spliting headache zZz`~
i ought to start on my work...
As Soon As Possible! =p
why am i feeling this way? i mean, few months back, i'd have been one nonsensical, unreasonable, paranoid moron. but now...i'm actually feeling
this way!...well, there're 4 possibilities:
1) i
dont care anymore
2) i've become
more understanding
3) i'm
hiding my feelings and
lying to myself
4) i've become totally
numb to it
i dread it when i cannot even understand myself... =( life's really...unpredictable haha`~
i love reading!...because besides sleeping, its the only time i can get away from reality and diffuse into a world of fantasy and creation. hee.
eliz scribbles...
take me with you
2:17 PM